Sometimes, out of nowhere,
like sunlight slipping through clouds,
people hand me words so warm—
soft praises, gentle admiration,
little pieces of kindness I didn’t ask for.
And yes, they make me smile.
They sit on my lips like a quiet thank you,
they bloom in my chest for a moment—
a fleeting kind of happiness.
But then comes the whisper
a question curling in the corners of my mind:
Is this really me?
Am I truly the person they see?
I replay their words in silence,
turning them over like fragile glass,
afraid they might shatter
under the weight of my doubt.
Because sometimes,
I know my storms too well,
my overthinking, my flaws,
the parts of me that don’t feel worthy
of such beautiful descriptions.
And yet
maybe those words aren’t misplaced.
Maybe they are mirrors
I am too hesitant to look into.
Maybe I am
a little more kind than I believe,
a little more strong than I admit,
a little more deserving
than I allow myself to feel.
So I hold their compliments gently now,
not fully convinced, not fully denying—
just learning, slowly,
to accept that maybe…
just maybe,
they see something real in me.